Sunday, March 14, 2010

oh dear...too much happening

oh dear...its going too fast...D: now i think about it theres 4 terms in a year and 10 weeks in a term...if the weeks go past this fast, at this pace...i dont know if i can enjoy my years in highschool D: too much hwk and tests and assignments.

this is just a small reply to someone. ive finally seen my future...just slightly. i know who i cant live without: my friends. you are all my friends. ive decided not to move. i can make it through i just need to put in more commitment (y) i will work on it dont you worry. and im only sad because i cant get through my tests D: thats sth i cant really change. i will work on it. i promise. and i read everything. it kinda shocked me. ill try to be happy...after all this school madness fades...i just hope i can make it into a straight line equation.

its neither of our faults...but we continue to say sorry. and youre right...sorry doesnt help without doing anything...but i cant do anything...D: i will not empathise as i am scared of hurting you even more. i am so sorry.

finally i understand. and i will respect your wishes. we have come to and understanding. i sincerely hope we will strengthen.

i sincere thanks to everyone who helped last year, and are or were helping me. i will be forever thankful. i listen to everyone's advice and make ths most of it. ive conbined everyones advice...i see a picture...i just see a missing piece: my future. im so sorry if ive betrayed you guys, and if ive hurt you. i am so sorry.

love kyexx

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