haha yay! for those who know, my computer used to be in a little corner of my room. but now its on my huge desk. wow so much better. and when im watching tvb dramas, or looking at mvs, its so cool! its like a mini tv. =D (Y) like.now it feels like im the big boss behind the big desk in a big company. soooo coool! :)
ive done so much cleaning and sooooo much shopping and now.....assignments! ==" oh what fun. i havent really ah....ehehe started. i kinda have so much to do (yea and im still blogging. dont ask why) but everytime i try i kinda lose my will to finish my piling hwk and so, yea. i havent really done much. ehe....guilty.
have you ever gone shopping, feeling really bored, and then suddenly see your friend? and youre going no way....it cant be! yea. surprising enough this happens a lot. well for me anyways. probably because i go to carlingford village a lot (and thats where all the asians shop :P). not only is this surprising and shocking, but it can also make many awkward turtles. specially when you dont wanna say hi first. and especially when they dont call you by full name, or just by name, and instead call you by "__________'s daughter/son" ==" now thats really awkward.
haha anyways. back to hwk. ==
kyexx
Monday, July 12, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
and a story to go with it
story:
sitting there made her whole body feel like frozen ice. her eyes darted across the screen, reading her freinds curses as they tried to straighten out her mistakes, her lack of trust. useless, selfish. she may as well cancel the damn trip. she was feeeling that annoyed. nothing, NOTHING worked out right for her. always a perfect plan, a twist, and then everything works out right, cept she is left in a shower of a mixture of guilt and shame. tears. her mind now worked to find responses, sth to fit her into the convo. she slammed her hands against the keyboard. then a crack. oh crap.....im screwed.
and though this is related to me, its not for the current situation. i wanted to write this a long time ago.
sitting there made her whole body feel like frozen ice. her eyes darted across the screen, reading her freinds curses as they tried to straighten out her mistakes, her lack of trust. useless, selfish. she may as well cancel the damn trip. she was feeeling that annoyed. nothing, NOTHING worked out right for her. always a perfect plan, a twist, and then everything works out right, cept she is left in a shower of a mixture of guilt and shame. tears. her mind now worked to find responses, sth to fit her into the convo. she slammed her hands against the keyboard. then a crack. oh crap.....im screwed.
and though this is related to me, its not for the current situation. i wanted to write this a long time ago.
frustration
i wont keybash so that i dont spam everyone on hwk convo but......kawfdihasljdfnl;KAJDILahkdjna;dljWAKBFDN,LAS\KCY HA\kwlsj;ud cskjzncf;\iopdwjnLKDX'|auicHKLAJSNCM./;\Z;KCFLIHESKJCNM;\ZICPSAHBNF,MD.C\'CIUASDHKJFNM;SKZCOPYASDHJKCVZXHSDZNXC,\ZS.JKDLIWhnL;sKJXDCHZJSBNCM;L\ZUCOIASN. im done.
but i have to apologise. i ah....i cant believe everything damn backfires on me.
argh. back to feeling useless
but i have to apologise. i ah....i cant believe everything damn backfires on me.
argh. back to feeling useless
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
our world today. tsk tsk
today i woke up early (from the startling sounds of our door closing and opening. :P my mum was in a rush) and i rushed around the house for about half an hour to an hour and then left to go to the optometrists. i dont get it. my dad HAS to choose the most far away one, which is also the one who sells saline at like...$5....TOO EXPENSIVE for my standards. anyways, the train trip is always so awkward. my dad and i kinda sit together with everyone else around. so squished and so...loud. there always seems to be like a group of teens in showy clothing (or baggy) and like....the talk like there is a tornado next to them. irritating. and then my dad either takes a nap or reads the asian newspaper, whilst i have to find sth to occupy myself.
but somehow (miraculously) we managed a conversation. and we were comparing his gen with our gen. and boy am i surprised. im kinda glad that i was brought up asian style. some of the customs are so much more practical. i think the one i dislike the most is the ah forced marriage but other than that i think the customs are very good. anyways. i swear the teens of our gen are.....well different. the poor children usually dont get much of an education. the rich children are likely to be involved in not so good things. and our world is ending. literally. we are the leaders of the future gen! well yea. cept it isnt our fault that the world is ending, that we have not so nice influences and that we are exposed to the nasty habits that adults perform. but we have to face the consequences. and i have to say. i dont like my gen. but thats just me.
on a slightly better tone, i think im going to be adding a little weight (NOT fatter) see how thats changed? anyways, i have all my food stacked up in the cupboard. its easier for me to get, but easier for me to add weight. not fat. and gosh chocolate tastes so nice. even though i usually save it for like when im a little down, but its so nice. specially strawberry flavoured chocolate. mm......~mouthwater~
anyways. hope everyoens enjoying their holiday! (i know some are already bored) but yea. see some of you sooon! but for now...再见
love kyexx
but somehow (miraculously) we managed a conversation. and we were comparing his gen with our gen. and boy am i surprised. im kinda glad that i was brought up asian style. some of the customs are so much more practical. i think the one i dislike the most is the ah forced marriage but other than that i think the customs are very good. anyways. i swear the teens of our gen are.....well different. the poor children usually dont get much of an education. the rich children are likely to be involved in not so good things. and our world is ending. literally. we are the leaders of the future gen! well yea. cept it isnt our fault that the world is ending, that we have not so nice influences and that we are exposed to the nasty habits that adults perform. but we have to face the consequences. and i have to say. i dont like my gen. but thats just me.
on a slightly better tone, i think im going to be adding a little weight (NOT fatter) see how thats changed? anyways, i have all my food stacked up in the cupboard. its easier for me to get, but easier for me to add weight. not fat. and gosh chocolate tastes so nice. even though i usually save it for like when im a little down, but its so nice. specially strawberry flavoured chocolate. mm......~mouthwater~
anyways. hope everyoens enjoying their holiday! (i know some are already bored) but yea. see some of you sooon! but for now...再见
love kyexx
Monday, July 5, 2010
ehe....sorrry :(
sorry. my blog has been dead for a while. its shocking...but yea.
i was procrastinating about.....reading percy jackson. but after like....4 months? i starting reading it. some may know that im a pretty fast reader and so i finished the series in....4 days? less i think. haha. so now im ready to read the roleplay. (yesssss)
2 days of packed shopping (and i actually bought stuff)=feeeeeeling really good. and i actually bought cheap stuff! (like the asian i am). thank you to my fashion expert ;) shes out there somewhere. but it also meant dragging my mum around and discussing with her whether i should buy stuff. and now i have a headache. :( from the warm airconditioning of westfields and intense shopping.
which reminds me that i have to sleep early today. MUST! but i keep forgetting to sleep early. my parents are getting slightly pissy at me. haha. MUST!
YAY! going iceskating! and movies! i havent seen decent movies at the movies in ages. and im so excited. i remember the last time i went iceskating with my class friends, i could barely match their speed, let alone play tip. but.....im hoping to play tip and not trip. :) crossed fingers.
i have a question. not that im expecting any answers or comments. but. is there a purpose to everything? i wonder.....why is everything interlaced so perfectly? why is everything....so perfect? and yet...not perfect? why does everything come together in the end...even though at the time....it seems like the world is going to end? ok. thats more than a question. but honestly. i think the shopping...and love triangles...and growing up...and sumii's deep deep DEEP blogs (o.O i know weird combo).....has really brought to my attention some unexplained things...hmm....maybe im too young to be thinking of this....but im always curious arent i?
haha and my post ends here today. but ill try to blog more often. espcially since its the holidays.
love kyexx
i was procrastinating about.....reading percy jackson. but after like....4 months? i starting reading it. some may know that im a pretty fast reader and so i finished the series in....4 days? less i think. haha. so now im ready to read the roleplay. (yesssss)
2 days of packed shopping (and i actually bought stuff)=feeeeeeling really good. and i actually bought cheap stuff! (like the asian i am). thank you to my fashion expert ;) shes out there somewhere. but it also meant dragging my mum around and discussing with her whether i should buy stuff. and now i have a headache. :( from the warm airconditioning of westfields and intense shopping.
which reminds me that i have to sleep early today. MUST! but i keep forgetting to sleep early. my parents are getting slightly pissy at me. haha. MUST!
YAY! going iceskating! and movies! i havent seen decent movies at the movies in ages. and im so excited. i remember the last time i went iceskating with my class friends, i could barely match their speed, let alone play tip. but.....im hoping to play tip and not trip. :) crossed fingers.
i have a question. not that im expecting any answers or comments. but. is there a purpose to everything? i wonder.....why is everything interlaced so perfectly? why is everything....so perfect? and yet...not perfect? why does everything come together in the end...even though at the time....it seems like the world is going to end? ok. thats more than a question. but honestly. i think the shopping...and love triangles...and growing up...and sumii's deep deep DEEP blogs (o.O i know weird combo).....has really brought to my attention some unexplained things...hmm....maybe im too young to be thinking of this....but im always curious arent i?
haha and my post ends here today. but ill try to blog more often. espcially since its the holidays.
love kyexx
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