saturday and today

so saturday.....i went shopping (=D=D=D) and yea. i THINK thats about it. HEY for my expectations its interesting enough. I WANT THE STUFF I BOUGHT but i cant have it T___T. though my parents say one day. ok today i havent been doing much.....i guess the interesting thing is that im finishing watching all the movies that i havent watched before...and that includes tv shows too (durarara ^^) im also searching for books that i will need for my 8 hour trip to china, and all the times on the bus where theres 4 hours to waste. last time that happened...i think i fell asleep and borrowed someone elses book while they were sleeping. ehehe....maybe this time ill bring my own. i saw the timetable and stuff....they say it will snow. i personally kinda doubt that. BUT whatever. (they provide free ugg boots and sweaters (EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FREE STUFF)).

thats about it for now.

kyexx

yep i had a 2 week break

haha..ive had a 2 week break....which isnt too good.

BUT i have one resolution for the holidays

WHICH IS

everyday you must do sth interesting

which i have been able to complete.

i will also be leaving from the 29th of dec. and coming back on the 18th of jan. SO if i have internet ill post updates on that.

for everyday of the holidays ill try to post what i did taht was interesting.

so for yesterday (thursday) i rearranged the whole living room/classroom. i havent finished BUT ill get there. the tree is SO CUTE.

so i played with decorating for about 2 hours before i had to hardcore study for my test. I KNOW! a test in the HOLIDAYS.

i have yet to do sth interesting today. but im sure i will ^^

kyexx

....oh

i just read my latest post....and i facepalmed. WAIT NO! i shouldnt have done that. i 1. lost (thank you sumii) 20 braincells and 2. made my bruise worse. >____________> must not facepalm/headdesk.

doesnt matter though. thank you for everyone who asked about it, even if i said ITS OK. thanks. its not that i dont trust you. but more like i was calm and i didnt wanna worry anyone. thanks though ^^

um...................................................................................(what was i going to say (thats like my signature saying now)....i have still forgotten)

HAVE A FUN HOLIDAY THOSE WHO HAVE GONE OVERSEAS (or will some time soon). i will miss you, and so will your friends. have fun!

talking about holidays im looking forward to mine. i swear, i remember last year i complained about the holidays being boring. im going to try to enjoy my holidays. cuz it goes so fast its unbelievable.

i cant believe we are so close to another year. and we're growing up so fast. i have regrets in life, but i will never forget my experiences. ITS LIKE! sudden realisation.

JUST realised again. i have to go eat dinner.

kyexx

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FREAKING RAGING. FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i dont get it. really dont. i try to devote myself to tending to ppl's needs and shouts of help but all of it seems to freaking backfire on me. im doign my freaking best but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! everythign seems so damn difficult its not funny! i WISH i didnt have to FREAKING go to school sometime. i have awesome friends sure, but its so damn difficult sometimes. i used to go. I WOULD NEVER DO TAHT! but guess what????? I DID! AND I HAVE TO FREAKING KEEP A SMILE, JK ABOUT THINGS! aARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. my freaking gosh!

ok.....im cool for the moment.

sorry for teh emo blog.

kyexx