er....

haha my blog is slowly dying. maybe one day it'll completely die.

anyways, i havent blogged in ages, and im not going to do a challenge any time soon.

ive changed the um background. yea...im really into sunny colours at the moment. no idea why. just seems like my colour at the moment. love it. so everything on my comp is basically yellow at the moment. usually i like dark colours but....fancy this.

my mum was watching this tv show, and out net is pretty slow for some reason. so it kept loading. my mum was raging at it, cept (this is quite funny) she kept saying "it keeps lololololololling" and i was like what? she was actually saying it keeps loaloaloading, cept it came out lolololling. i swear, i was laughing so badly after that. after taht she just left to cook dinner. so hilarious!

anyways, i gtg finish my daily checking up.

byebye

kyexx

long time no...ah post

yea. i know. i dont know what to say. BUT i guess i could say that my rents wouldn't let me post and msn yesterday.

ANYWAYS

some news.

ENTER A NAME and LEO QIANG (the troll one) i dont care who you are, whats you name, what kinda connection you are. i want both of you to write your name, or sth you prefer to be called as. if i say OI I DONT KNOW YOURE NAME. KINDLY let me know. to ppl who are trollED, inform me immediately. cuz honestly. i wanna know these things. SO BOTH OF YOU! SRSLY! grow UP!

ok on a happier note, (errr forgot what i was going to say).....i forgot

but this is for my bro. yea.....jimmy....im really sorry for the post. i knwo you couldnt care less but i care. sorry.

and um. YES on a happier note (i remembered) todays walking was fun. i mean.....;) sth was going on. and it was one of the best times ive had had in ages. lol ~eyebrow wiggle~ it was hilarious. oh yes. rocking on the hammock was painful. (youll knwo if you were there guys)

anyways. i gtg. wake up early tomorrow (damnIT!!!!!)

byee
kyeexx

30th day

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror


hey,


please......be the person i wanna be. im being to love you, but some things i still dont like. only me and you know that. 


kyexx

29th day

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to


.....again?


hey,


im just so scared ill lose you again. please help me to open up to you. please. 


thanks for being patient with me


kyexx

28th day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

hey,

you changed my life. when i was with you i felt like everything was together, even when my life was falling apart. thank you sooooo much. and i still love you. you know that. thank you for everything. you healed me. i guess we werent supposed to be forever, but that doesnt matter. thank you.

kyexx

27th day

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

the friendliest people are still my friends now. hmm...though i can remember one...

hey you,

we're not very good friends now....but i remember that one day

thanks

kyexx

26th day

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

hey,

i said i promise, and so ill keep it.

kyexx

25th day

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times


....im not sure what to really do here....but...


hey everyonewhosoutthereandneedsahandbutyoudontsayanythingcuzofsomereasonbutyoureallyneedhelp,


i know i was really depressed and everything. but ive learnt that without telling people, how are they supposed to know? ive also learnt that laughing at ppls problems isnt the way to go. so if anyone out there, anyone, needs a hand, please dont stop yourself. please.  you dont speak out, how is anyone supposed to hear you? if you think strength is when you dont say anything, i have to say i disagree, because it takes more courage speaking out than it does holding it in. keep strong. im here for you.


kyexx

24th day

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

wow, this ones easy.

hey sis,

yea we talk everyday so theres nothing to say. but guess which one was my favourite memory out of all of the memories? tbh i cant pick one. but one of my favourites would be the first day we met. see how we've changed over the years? anyways. ttyl.

kyexx

23rd day

Day 23 — The last person you kissed


the first thign i thought of for this one was, on the cheek or on the lips. tbh i dont really wanna do this. i wanna change it to a hug. (and i actually remember the last person i hugged) but its a challenge right? so the last person i kissed on the cheek.


hey,


...nothing to say,
have a great day (no its not a rhyming couplet)


kyexx

.....crap

im really really sorry. ppl have been complaining again. but my nets been down for a week. so it was no msn, yearlies, and stress. and yet i survived.

so im going to do a massive blog today. =P enjoy

kyexx

22nd day

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to


er...i really dont know who to choose for this one...


hey you, 


hn. i dont have anything to say to you. so....meh. wait one thing. remember how i said you were similar to someone i know? well, youre not. that someone is so much more kinder tahn you are. i would say piss off, but ill just say go away.


kye (without the xx)


kyexx

21st day

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

er...im not sure....who to write...to be honest....first impression? ugh....

maybe.....this girl?

hey you,

long time no see. long time no talk. and im glad we lost contact. my first impression was sloppy. i know. but your impression to me was...like....fabulous. I REALLY WANTED TO BE YOU. until i saw what you were doing. you treated me dumb, and i guess i realised who you TRULY were. really who did you think i was. just cuz i was protesting that i wasnt a nerd doesnt mean that im not smart enough to figure this out. ugh. we did have somewhat the same story; you had a bf, broke up, then had a love triangle. yea yea. you still didnt have to do this to me.

kyexx

20th day

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

groan.....i dont really wanna write about the same person again and again....

hey you,

yea ok. its so hilarious that im writing about you AGAIN! but....

you did break my heart the hardest, but you put my heart back together again. my friends did most of the work, someone did the hardest bits to heal, but completely fixed it in the end. i guess im not so grateful that there was a year of delay in the..explanation....but wth i dont care. all i care is that your close to me and thanks for everything. yea my life is complicated, and im not the ideal person, but.....i just hope youre there for me. oh and i hope that im doing a good job, i know im not very good at all this, am i?

kyexx

SPAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GOT MY NEW PLANNNNNNNN EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok im done. but i look forward to using it all up ^^

OMGGGG

I DID IT IN....20 MINS!

ahhh im so proud of myself

anyways...when i get my new plan of 200 gigs....ciao!

kyexx

19th day

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

My drug,

Yea you have no idea how much the thought of you drives me crazy. Our story is really really strange. (I might even make it into a story. *wink*). You have NO IDEA how much I think about you. I like it this way though.

Anyways, ttyl.

Kyexx

18th day

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be


uhm....personal touchy topic...


hey you,


i dont knwo how many times ive aimed for you and failed. only the other day i was emo because of you. stop damn moving! im trying my damn best to become you. but no....i just become a....********* ***** (too personal to say). yea.....ok ill try ONCE more! and if i cant become you...then....ill change my expectations...and this person i wanna be...will be a totally new chick...


Kyexx

17th day

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Hey you,

We haven’t talked in AGES. Literally ages! I remember when I was so shy about you, and then you pulled me out to take a run with you. The wind…wow it felt so good. And when you had to choose between the 2 of us? You chose me. And that’s what has shaped me today. Whenever I’m in doubt of myself, I remember that YOU chose me. Thanks.

Have fun in Kings.

Kyexx

16th day

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Hey you,

I kinda miss you. When you were around youd give me so much knowledge and experience. When you were gone it was as if something was missing from me. I know youre only a phone call  away, but when you were here it felt like all my family was here. I really do miss you soo much.  Love you so much. Wish that your daughter has a good man.

Kyexx

15th day

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Hey you,

Remember we were a circle of friends? We were the best of friends. I really miss you. I know you don’t read this but still I miss you so much. It felt like someone ripped a part of me. Gradually I forgot about that part, healed it. I guess that’s why I was so rash with some of my decisions. But it doesn’t matter. The past is the past. I know I’m not the same girl I was, and you might not like that, but if you want to talk to me, im a phone call away. Maybe we can meet up? That would be good. (:

Miss you,

Kyexx

14th day

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from


uhm......ok im trying to think of someone...and ive got someone


hey you,


remember when we used to kick each other under the desks? it was sooo awesome. and the Mrs Candi was like frowning at us and told us off? i remember when you used to stare at someone ;) yea we had so much fun over that. of course we know who it is now. actually im still not too sure. but whatever; we used to be pretty...friendly. and then we hit highschool and its suddenly as if you have no idea who i am. specially when most of the time you just sit right across me. i feel....as if you dont know me anymore. the occasional "i need your help with this!" and thats about it. i guess you being happy is enough for me. but it still pains me sometimes...i mean i look out for you...but you just never acknowledge me anymore....ah well. nvm.


kyexx 

urgh....omg....

im really really sorry. im STILL capped (and kinda pissed). HOPEFULLY it'll be soon, and in no time ill be watching youtube every day, looking at more than 1000 websites a day, watch internet tv and have fast net (omg....im like swooning at the thought). sigh...but for now, im still damn capped. (screw crappy service).

ok...well....ill be doign lots of posts just today.....in the time of half an hour. impossible? no kidding. but then again..

so yea (: starting at.....10:06....(午後十六分....thats not exactly what i wanted.....）