ramble ramble ramble

haha. i should be doing hwk. just relaxing my hand muscles and brains and every part of my body before i start. hmm...ill ramble and ramble today. =D

i find joe's classes really really good. good does not cover it. but i learn a lot in his classes. like today. i havent really thought about myself and how i think about myself. but ive actually looked inside myself and thought about myself. a better insight to myself. (wow. this is going to be a deep ramble today.) i have only thought to improve my upper levels, when really, there are so many different levels to a person. going deeper and deeper...thats my plan. go deep into my soul...

which reminds me. i have so many phobias. im so paranoid. ruby and jo have thoroughly enjoyed watching me cower in terror while watching horrible movies and clips. i like highschool, only i didnt sign up for this D:

argh! i cant write anything...writers block.

oh yes. when i said sexy black stockings, i didnt really on me. stockings generally are worn to keep warm. i only wrote sexy black stockings because i couldnt think of anything. i could have written warm black stockings, but it sounds a little weird doesnt it? i dont think about my looks. i think about my inside. so please please please stop perstering me about it. as many saw today, i put a 5 for my looks in joes class, not cause its modest, but because its truth.

ok im so sorry.i dont know why, but im in a slightly pissy mood. dont mind me.

i cry at the thought of your smile. i panic at the thought of telling you. i think about you day and night. youre my obssession, my drug. want to say, yet am bound from telling. despairing...

ahahahaha very foolish of me. just some creativity.

anyways. have a pile of hwk. must get going.

love kyexx