down

down down down down down.

now ive got that stuck in my head.

haha i failed my er quote. wow. i honestly think that i need to keep promises more thoroughly. but in truth, assignments, tests, headaches, lack of sleep, fights, shouting mixed with drama just isnt the best combo.

so im so sorry that ive failed. and i will try to keep happy. being sad just isnt sth i like. but its hard after i have failed for 3 years. so will you forgive me this time?

oh i have been so damn busy, its not funny. its kinda hard to cope with pressure.

oh just a few anon messages (though most wont read or understand)

i know you guys haha or girls really hate my guts. or are just trying to get me to listen. did you really think that i wouldnt listen? i beg to differ. i know the first time i didnt. and it was oh so big a mistake. but honestly, i am not doing the same thing again. i am more concerned for you guys (and even more concerned now!). i dont know what to do. i think it might be another test. but i dont know. im using a new page now. and though i dont get the poem, i do get what youre trying to say. or unless...theres sth else?

im trying to help you. but sometimes, its so awkward. and the person we talk about, well...lets just say that its hard. you know it too. i will advise, i will be a doctor. but in the end its up to you. and only you. you know, i also had a time that i didnt know what to do? you knwo it too. i was stuck. but i listened to so much advice. the best one for me came from my friends. and yes friends. but the right one for you, can only be chosen by you.

and....i know im bad at drama. but i will win! i hope...

anyways. id better get back to study
smiling after a stressing friday afternoon

love kyexx