wah!!!!! i got sunburnt at the swimming carnival!! :( hate sunburn...makes my normally very red blush look like its there permanently hmph. ning said that everytime she looks at me its like im blushing. i cant believe it. this morning i was debating with myself over if i should be wearing sunscreen or not. i THOUGHT it would be cold and wet and cloudy and grey so i was like "meh! who cares!" who knew that the sun came out and burnt us AND there was rain every 40 mins soaking us with a splash of nice salty water. damn...why can i never trust my instincts...
i let go of you having the intention of my life getting better. who knew that i suddenly feel heavy and feel unwanted. my life was all good then everything went wrong.evern now i dont know what happened. i let go of you to try and balance things out. but my world went from bad to worse. is that even possible? everything changed cuz i let go. no...i just want to live my life and not care if it was worth it or not...
bye for now
love kye xx
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