Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
deep
im going deep today sorry.
im kinda torn, dont know why. i get my life back and all of a sudden its turned upside again? i hate this T__T to be honest? i dont want this happening. yea yea i get attention so what? i ruin my life trying to balance things. hurrah for me. not. i notice a lot of things lately, and i guess i have to say even if i have my life back, there are somethings i have to be cautious about. i hate the way that im always miss trouble or flirt for that matter. it hurts. i wish i was miss cool or miss....nothing i guess. wait no. i was miss nothing before. i guesss miss normal would be awesome. im askign tooo much but i cant help but imagine if i could be different. yea....so...i guess ill have to think about what to do this time. these things are supposed to happen ONCE in a lifetime, not twice. i guess im so miss unlucky that i have to have it twice in a row. oh guess what, im anticipating a third. hallelujah! (sarcasm there)
anyways. bye for now.
im kinda torn, dont know why. i get my life back and all of a sudden its turned upside again? i hate this T__T to be honest? i dont want this happening. yea yea i get attention so what? i ruin my life trying to balance things. hurrah for me. not. i notice a lot of things lately, and i guess i have to say even if i have my life back, there are somethings i have to be cautious about. i hate the way that im always miss trouble or flirt for that matter. it hurts. i wish i was miss cool or miss....nothing i guess. wait no. i was miss nothing before. i guesss miss normal would be awesome. im askign tooo much but i cant help but imagine if i could be different. yea....so...i guess ill have to think about what to do this time. these things are supposed to happen ONCE in a lifetime, not twice. i guess im so miss unlucky that i have to have it twice in a row. oh guess what, im anticipating a third. hallelujah! (sarcasm there)
anyways. bye for now.
8th/9th days
Day 8 - Your favourite interent friend
um.....to be honest i dont knwo who do write about, cuz there no one i really want to write in this category, but i guess i could write a small anon letter.
hey you,
we talk a lot. thanks for listening to me.
kyexx
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet
hn interesting one.
dear everyonewhofitsunderthiscategorybutidontwanttowriteyournamecuzthisisalittlepersonal,
i dont know about you. i wish i werent in this screwed up position. but to be honest i dont know whether i wanna know you or not.
kyexx
um.....to be honest i dont knwo who do write about, cuz there no one i really want to write in this category, but i guess i could write a small anon letter.
hey you,
we talk a lot. thanks for listening to me.
kyexx
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet
hn interesting one.
dear everyonewhofitsunderthiscategorybutidontwanttowriteyournamecuzthisisalittlepersonal,
i dont know about you. i wish i werent in this screwed up position. but to be honest i dont know whether i wanna know you or not.
kyexx
Saturday, October 23, 2010
SPRING FLING!
OMGGGGG SPAZZZZZZZZ
it was so worth it! thank you to everyone who made that night so special for me, and to hear me whine, complain, talk to myself, and more. thank you.
it wasssss soooooooooooooooooo damn fun. ): i wish everyone came. THEN that wouldve been sooooooooo much more fun. dayum. im STILL spazzzzzzing over it. (ps. dancing in wedges results in foot and leg ache, especially dancing to gee).
GEE GEE GEE GEEE BA-BY BA-BY BA-BY!
eeeeeeep!
all im saying is...
YOU SHOULDVE GONE.
dayum.
anyways. im over spazzing. time for a fresh saturday.
kyexx
it was so worth it! thank you to everyone who made that night so special for me, and to hear me whine, complain, talk to myself, and more. thank you.
it wasssss soooooooooooooooooo damn fun. ): i wish everyone came. THEN that wouldve been sooooooooo much more fun. dayum. im STILL spazzzzzzing over it. (ps. dancing in wedges results in foot and leg ache, especially dancing to gee).
GEE GEE GEE GEEE BA-BY BA-BY BA-BY!
eeeeeeep!
all im saying is...
YOU SHOULDVE GONE.
dayum.
anyways. im over spazzing. time for a fresh saturday.
kyexx
6th/7th day
Day 6 — A stranger
Dear Stranger,
Whoever you are, whatever problems you have, whatever obstacles you have in life, dont worry. dont stress. dont give up hope. you were here for a reason, and it would be a shame. everyone has people who love you, even unconditionally, even if they dont love you yet. you all have something to live to, and up to. even if you fall, sidetrack off the road, you will get back on track. if you dont have the motivation to move and get up, you wont move. you are beautiful, you are handsome, you are worth it. so dont give up hope!
kyexx
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Dear Stranger,
Whoever you are, whatever problems you have, whatever obstacles you have in life, dont worry. dont stress. dont give up hope. you were here for a reason, and it would be a shame. everyone has people who love you, even unconditionally, even if they dont love you yet. you all have something to live to, and up to. even if you fall, sidetrack off the road, you will get back on track. if you dont have the motivation to move and get up, you wont move. you are beautiful, you are handsome, you are worth it. so dont give up hope!
kyexx
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Er….this not one I really want to do…..but um… I kinda have to don’t I?
Ok ive thought about this. And I’m going to do 2 letters for today. There’s no other way.
So….
Hey you,
I know that it wasn’t the best idea, or the best time, to start sth. You blame yourself, I blame myself. Apologies have been said (this one was dedicated to you http://bellacigno-xx.blogspot.com/2010/05/rant.html)and accepted, everyone’s done their thinking. I guess im going to repeat some of that.
At the time, I didn’t think straight. And I just acted on my heart, not my brain. And everything fell apart. Im so so sorry. You blame me for that, and I don’t complain. But…I wish you could have told me why. Then maybe everything would not have turned out this way. But you know what? I like it this way. I wouldn’t have changed a thing. Cuz now, we have sth and I feel great about it. I guess im saying sorry again, saying thank you for protecting me, and that I look forward to the future. I know we hurt each other, but ive put that aside, and I hope you have too.
Kyexx
P.S. why is it that i still feel special when we talk?
Hey you,
I guess it wasn’t the best idea either, but I had to try. I promised you a list of qualities right? Well lets just say that I can’t cuz theres just too much to write. That’s probably why I fell so hard. For you. I know you weren’t pleased with the fiasco, but I never ever betrayed you. please believe me. You were protecting me and im grateful for that. So thank you. I guess we’re pretty close still so im happy with that now.
Kyexx
and to the person who wrote in my cbox:
21 Oct 10, 10:39 PM enter a name: lets all wait for day 7 xD bet u alot of these letters will be about the same person |
lets just say. its not all about the same person thank you very much.
AND i have a VERY good suspicion of who you are ~coughcoughcoughcoughcoughcandcoughcoughcoughdrewcoughcough~
WRITE YOUR NAME whoever it is.
love kyexx
Thursday, October 21, 2010
5th day
Day 5 — Your dreams
short and sweet.
hey,
you dont know what to be yet. but i wished you just decided. for once.
kyexx
short and sweet.
hey,
you dont know what to be yet. but i wished you just decided. for once.
kyexx
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
4th day
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
soooo. day 4. an interesting one. ill write 3 letters.
dear sis,
hey cous. long time no see. i really miss you. when i talk to you its really special, its like i knew you before we met. from the start we were laughing our heads off, and talking about anything. thanks for the little talks you gave me on the bus. really, you gave me an insight to a whole new world of love. thank you for being there. i gotta say, youre probably the prettiest blood relative i have (just saying). thank you for helping me not lose hope. hope we CAN be really really good sisters, no matter what the age difference is. love you!
oh and GOOD LUCK with your current man ;) continue being a strong feminist (Y).
kyexx
dear sisters,
hey there to all of you. i have so many its not even funny. maybe 20? sth like that. thank you to every single one of you, you were there for me, to listen to me rant and cry and stress, for helping me through so many tough times, for being my teachers. i wouldnt be here at the moment without you girls. and i love you guys. i know ive been a pain sometimes, and im sorry about that. theres so much to say that i cant even say it out (doesnt make sense) so ill leave it at that.
you know who you are!
your sis kyexx
dear brothers,
i dont have so many of you. im an only child myself. but you have been close enough to be my like my own brothers in some respects. thank you for helping me out when i was stressing my lungs out, for helping me be a stronger woman. you guys have taught me soo much. and believe it or not, even though you guys sometimes annoy me (im talking to some imparticular) you know ill always forgive you. i know ive been a weird sister >< but im trying my best. you guys are awesome. thanks!
and you guys know who you are too!
your sis kyexx
plenty to read, so enjoy!
soooo. day 4. an interesting one. ill write 3 letters.
dear sis,
hey cous. long time no see. i really miss you. when i talk to you its really special, its like i knew you before we met. from the start we were laughing our heads off, and talking about anything. thanks for the little talks you gave me on the bus. really, you gave me an insight to a whole new world of love. thank you for being there. i gotta say, youre probably the prettiest blood relative i have (just saying). thank you for helping me not lose hope. hope we CAN be really really good sisters, no matter what the age difference is. love you!
oh and GOOD LUCK with your current man ;) continue being a strong feminist (Y).
kyexx
dear sisters,
hey there to all of you. i have so many its not even funny. maybe 20? sth like that. thank you to every single one of you, you were there for me, to listen to me rant and cry and stress, for helping me through so many tough times, for being my teachers. i wouldnt be here at the moment without you girls. and i love you guys. i know ive been a pain sometimes, and im sorry about that. theres so much to say that i cant even say it out (doesnt make sense) so ill leave it at that.
you know who you are!
your sis kyexx
dear brothers,
i dont have so many of you. im an only child myself. but you have been close enough to be my like my own brothers in some respects. thank you for helping me out when i was stressing my lungs out, for helping me be a stronger woman. you guys have taught me soo much. and believe it or not, even though you guys sometimes annoy me (im talking to some imparticular) you know ill always forgive you. i know ive been a weird sister >< but im trying my best. you guys are awesome. thanks!
and you guys know who you are too!
your sis kyexx
plenty to read, so enjoy!
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