wow

so many ppl are blogging now. i actually bothered to add those ppl on my friends list, which usually i dont. its so interesting though to have a look at someone else's life and live in their world, even for just a few minutes.

not onlydo i have a stack of things to do, i have so many places and things to do! its insane! i have 3 ppl's places to go to in just one week....wait make that four, i just had a phone call. and shopping! haha i need a shopping spree. holidays! i really really need more hoodies.....and i need converse. oh oh! and clean up time (what fun). busy busy busy. oh and reports are coming up. ~oh crap crap crap!~

i know i didnt like science, actually i strongly strongly objected to it, but im kinda glad that i went. i learn so much, not only about science, but the world in general. course i have felt very very guilty and much awed. like this fact. thank to our greed, we will need 3 earths to feed us. i mean wow. i never even thought of how much we humans are using. and we dont even think about these things. rubbish goes into the bin, into the truck, into the land fill, and then....it doesnt go anywhere cuz it cant recycle. and i thought of a good idea! why not reuse. like elements cant be recreated, only rearranged right? and im like why not? only for my idea to be rejected. reusing would mean energy and energy waste. haha. damn. ah well. i was close to being a genius. :)

story~enjoy
she kept her eyes down whilst she skated, making sure that her eyes wouldnt go anywhere near that area over there. she was glad that she had time to think to herself. even if it were just 2 hours. she thought deeply about life, chance, about time, past, present and future. all things that were stopping her from achieving her best. all things that she had to overcome. her father talked about overcoming problems often. she knew the meaning of the word overcoming at the age of 5. she should have known this all too well. so when it came to actually doing it, why was she stuck? 2 times around the ice and she still kept going, even though her legs killed her. on the 3rd round she joined her friend, helping her along the bumpy ice. they were talking, with smiles on their faces. she listened to her friends words carefully, taking in every word. just as she opened her mouth to reply, she heard a crack. she whipped her head around. oh my gosh....

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i should really get going. big day tomorrow. :)

bye

love kyexx

haha.....

to those who i have missed, im sorry :( i recently found out that some ppl read my blog which i never knew. like...suddenly...."hey i read your blogs" "whaaa?" kinda thing :)

haha. songs. ive got the....my first kiss song stuck in my head. all cuz of fb. its sooooo catchy. ive recently started listening to songs to wear pants to. sooo catchy too. i love that toothbrush song. catchy. :) though if anyone sings it it reminds me of im a believer. ooh ooh! UC berkeley's octet ftw. and UC Berkeley California
Golden Overtones too. :) looooove the combinations. (Y)

omg......hwk stress time. its seems like the pile of hwk just grows taller and taller. and. i. dont. like. it. haha damn.i really need to start eh?

story :)

i hurry to catch up with the notes on the board. gosh the teacher writes so fast. my hand starts to have cramps. writers cramp. argh! just 2 more words....done! i throw my pen down and stretch my fingers. i glance at the board, and then flash my gaze to the side. a pair of curious brown eyes meet my gaze. stare.... and then the moment vanishes. the eyes are fixed on the paper, with his face growing redder and redder. i turn, my own blush reddening. haha....caught you! i chuckle softly, glancing at him without him noticing. i take the pen up to scribble on my paper.

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haha just a little sth.

better run :)

love kyexx

erm.

haha. my blog has been dead for quite a while. today i was playing with my blog for....more than half an hour. i found many coffee templates, but decided to go for this one. its so pretty. AND its has coffee. but i had to erm....redo the friends column. please inform me if i have missed anyone. and it was in no particular order. :)

i should start hwk >_< so many distractions....argh! time to get back to study mode...

haha....

short today....

kyexx

i see the signs....i dont see the reality...

short and sweet

you might have noticed that i have been playing around with my blog....many times....and thank you for the comments. i do like the templates. however, some of the lyrics are too....fat (o__O) and so i had to delete them to make it look better. my apologies, but if i change the template again i shall use the lyrics again.

short blog today. my brain has seemed dead after the test this morning. and i swear im getting slower and dimmer. haha though some may not agree.

love kyexx

thinking

this blog will be thoughtful, not very very happy, and may be slightly sad. so be warned. and this is not directed to ANYONE!

i have vowed to the computer, to my friends and to myself that i would be happy. but honestly, i cant keep it all the time 24/7. cuz we all have emotions. and i cant continue to pretend to be happy because of this vow. so that vow will not be in use. like...out of order. cuz it doesnt work. i cant be a robot and machine. i just wont be moody and go around looking like the living dead. cuz thats just not fair on everyone who has to live around the me who looks like a ghost.

you know. i thought for a period of time that life was perfect. taht everything fits. but i cant believe it anymore. you ask me why? well let me say one thing. ppl change. times change. and so do i. so how life can be perfect whilst its changing so rapidly?? i dont know. i really dont. i read from city of ashes....clary said this...

""So, basically," she said, "I've screwed everything up really. I remember you saying that growing up happens when you start having things you look back on and wish you could change. I guess that means I've grown up now. It's just that- that I" I thought you'd be there when I did. She choked on tears just as someone behind her cleared his throat."

long quote. and if this is so...and i do agree with it unless someone says otherwise....then i have already grown up. clary just took the words out of my mouth. this is exactly what im feeling moment. i understand now, but that doesnt mean that old feelings dont die down. its so damn difficult. i know i shouldnt be complaining. so i will stop it there.

bitter sweetness...

kyexx

50th post!

50th post WOOO!

ill make it short so i can actually blog!

yay!

50th post!

half century!

kyexx

procrastinate

i have been procrastinating a lot these days, which i find rather surprising as i never did that in primary or year 7. not good for me. i have a tonne of hwk to do and im blogging. terrible.

replies
@diana: D: omg...i didnt realise until i saw your reply. oh gosh...no...and we ahve science competition. crap. and results are coming out. i swear i failed so much this term.

@sumii: i did the massages in history not the cucumbers. sorry for the misunderstanding. haha.

on fb i saw some photos taken of me and boy do i look horrible. not really horrible, just not what i expected. i always seem to have a problem about that. i take photos and in the end it just doesnt look like what i expected. i got a terrible shock looking at myself.

and i dont like winter. maybe cuz i was born in summer but yeah. its too cold. i wear enough for my liking, but my mum chases me saying that im not wearing nearly enough and then my dad joins in by saying how irresponsible i am and how i will get sick. i havent seen anyone else at school wear a huge overcoat. which makes me feel very very left out. :( ah well. at least im not cold. too warm. usually i have really really pink cheeks in winter (side effect of my blush disease) but i have red red hot cheeks in winter.

anyways, enough rambling today. my hwk awaits me.

kyexx