Thursday, November 4, 2010

19th day

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

My drug,

Yea you have no idea how much the thought of you drives me crazy. Our story is really really strange. (I might even make it into a story. *wink*). You have NO IDEA how much I think about you. I like it this way though.
Anyways, ttyl.

Kyexx

18th day

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be


uhm....personal touchy topic...


hey you,


i dont knwo how many times ive aimed for you and failed. only the other day i was emo because of you. stop damn moving! im trying my damn best to become you. but no....i just become a....********* ***** (too personal to say). yea.....ok ill try ONCE more! and if i cant become you...then....ill change my expectations...and this person i wanna be...will be a totally new chick...


Kyexx

17th day

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood



Hey you,

We haven’t talked in AGES. Literally ages! I remember when I was so shy about you, and then you pulled me out to take a run with you. The wind…wow it felt so good. And when you had to choose between the 2 of us? You chose me. And that’s what has shaped me today. Whenever I’m in doubt of myself, I remember that YOU chose me. Thanks.
Have fun in Kings.

Kyexx

16th day

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country



Hey you,

I kinda miss you. When you were around youd give me so much knowledge and experience. When you were gone it was as if something was missing from me. I know youre only a phone call  away, but when you were here it felt like all my family was here. I really do miss you soo much.  Love you so much. Wish that your daughter has a good man.

Kyexx

15th day

Day 15 — The person you miss the most



Hey you,

Remember we were a circle of friends? We were the best of friends. I really miss you. I know you don’t read this but still I miss you so much. It felt like someone ripped a part of me. Gradually I forgot about that part, healed it. I guess that’s why I was so rash with some of my decisions. But it doesn’t matter. The past is the past. I know I’m not the same girl I was, and you might not like that, but if you want to talk to me, im a phone call away. Maybe we can meet up? That would be good. (:

Miss you,
Kyexx

14th day

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from


uhm......ok im trying to think of someone...and ive got someone


hey you,


remember when we used to kick each other under the desks? it was sooo awesome. and the Mrs Candi was like frowning at us and told us off? i remember when you used to stare at someone ;) yea we had so much fun over that. of course we know who it is now. actually im still not too sure. but whatever; we used to be pretty...friendly. and then we hit highschool and its suddenly as if you have no idea who i am. specially when most of the time you just sit right across me. i feel....as if you dont know me anymore. the occasional "i need your help with this!" and thats about it. i guess you being happy is enough for me. but it still pains me sometimes...i mean i look out for you...but you just never acknowledge me anymore....ah well. nvm.


kyexx 

urgh....omg....

im really really sorry. im STILL capped (and kinda pissed). HOPEFULLY it'll be soon, and in no time ill be watching youtube every day, looking at more than 1000 websites a day, watch internet tv and have fast net (omg....im like swooning at the thought). sigh...but for now, im still damn capped. (screw crappy service).

ok...well....ill be doign lots of posts just today.....in the time of half an hour. impossible? no kidding. but then again..

so yea (: starting at.....10:06....(午後十六分....thats not exactly what i wanted.....)